My cancer has been sent down to Melbourne for a test to see if I need chemotherapy next. I am waiting for the test results.

Video, text, voice, breathing, my left breast mammogram, cogs and wheels in watches.

i am waiting

still, silent, sensual waiting

i am waiting for something to happen

to hear a whisper

heavenly messages from angels

or you in my ear

sweet nothings and sticky every things

i am waiting for a sign to turn left or right

slow down, hearken

my each cell

my each atom


i am waiting for you

to come closer

in wonderment

what will happen next?

i am waiting